Alright, it's time for another blog!

I guess one of the main points of this is to let people know what we need prayer for, and what's going on in our lives. Lately, a lot has been going on.

Let me take you back to September... September 30th I was at my friends birthday party when I got a phone call from my friend Jenny, asking me if I was alright. It was a very random phone call because we hadn't talked in months basicly. I was weirded out and kind of gave her a "Yeah... I'm fine?" response. She then realized I didn't know why she was calling.. and preceded to tell me that my friend Kevin had passed away the night before in a car accident. She called me because she knew I was friends with him and recently him & I had become closer.

I was wrecked. Kevin was my ex-boyfriend Brians best friend. They considered themselves brothers. I knew Brian was going to be, or was, worse than I was.

Brian was worse than what I had expected, and my friend Traci and I teamed up to help him get through it. It was the worst funeral I have ever been to, for the simple fact that he was only 21 years old, and there were so many young people there at his funeral.

After finding out the news, I didn't eat for two days. I couldn't even bring myself to think about food. My main goal was to be there for Brian. After those two days passed, I could eat a tiny bit, but then I would get sick.

That started a problem that I still have. When I finally thought I was getting better because I wasn't getting sick, I realized I was only eating one meal a day. Not only that, I was running myself down. I went to school, ate a little bit of lunch there, then went to work. Come home, do homework till 12ish, then sleep till 6am. It was horrible.

It's gotten to the point now where I go through phases. I won't be hungry for a week or two, then I'll get my appetite back and get sick. Finally about 3 or 4 weeks ago my mom took me to the doctor. They did blood work, and didn't really find anything out so refered me to a specialist. We hadn't gotten to make the appointment with the specialist before I started having more health issues.

Last week I had a week off school and work and I went to Indiana to visit my friend Crystal at Grace college. I slept more that week than I did the two or three weeks prior. I would sleep about 10-13 hours at night, then take a 3-4 hour nap during the day. I also had been having back pains for a couple weeks.

So the tiredness and just all together being worn out didn't go away. My mom and I went back to my doctor yesterday, and found out a couple things. 1. I have an ear infection, 2. I have Scoliosis (cause of my back pains), 3. Swollen liver (I'm not sure what that matters.), 4. I either have Mono, or Chronic Fatigue.

My doctor basicly ordered me to quit my job. I did that last night, or more like took time off till June when I'll be done with school. So now I have no sorce of income, except what my parents can afford to spare and what I have saved in the bank.

The devil is certainly tearing apart at me. On top of all of this I have a huge paper to do by tomorrow, and a lot of other homework. Please keep me in your prayers and thoughts..